It’s the end of the year… I like this time of the year because it’s easy to feel renewal, rebirth and conclusion. It’s just a number and a day is just a day, but much easier than every other day because everyone feels that way. We collectively feel the change.
It’s been a crazy past few years for most of people. Every year brings so many changes and leanings. When I look back at 2021, 2020, 2019, 2018… Every year feels like WOW to me. I did so much! But also I have my beliefs saying “Oh, I am stuck, not changing, not learning..” Self doubt still talks to me that way. But I can’t deny the reality. I have had lots of changes and experiences in each year. I think it’s time to accept the change for everyone. It’s the era to accept transformations.
2021 was so much… so many experiences, learnings, connections and disconnects, lots decisions of changes. Happiness, anger, excitement, loneliness, feeling of love, disconnected to love, feeling creative, lack of motivations… Lots!!
I could feel gratitude for all of them now. There were amazing experiences even if some of them are painful. Feeling lots of appreciation and gratitude for all the experiences, situations and help that I had. I can feel this way because I can be excited about the new year. Or vice versa. I could feel gratitude, so I can feel a bright future… To be able to visualize or feel happy about the future is wonderful. It feels like creating my own life. And I said good job to myself, to be able to feel this way! I hope I can keep it in new year, every day.
